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2005-03-28T17:07:00.000+08:00

exams round the corner , starting on 5th april . gonna start preparing already , will it be too late? well , at least i'm taking the least effort to study . everyone pls wish me luck . i needa (must) pass !

gone- study.

2005-03-27T17:38:00.000+08:00

huimin and eliz. and thats izzat, my class rep. in the background.

2005-03-27T16:31:00.000+08:00

the one behind me is ashri.

2005-03-27T16:26:00.000+08:00

formal wear for CRS presentation. my two best friend in class. haa.

2005-03-27T16:23:00.000+08:00

whats with melvin's finger pointing at my .. *uhem. lols

2005-03-23T15:22:00.000+08:00

23rd march - auto CAD test

24th march - CRS presentation(20%)

29th march - GEMs Test on DNA(40%)

1st april - CRS essay test(40%)

doom days.

5th april - maths (50%)

8th april - Principle E.E.E(35%)

11th april - digital electronic(35%)

holiday after 11th april .

darn , i ought to sleep early the next time round . 1st- got up late . 2nd - missed bus 105 . 3rd - got on the bus , ovverslept and missed the stop . haa , so i'm extremely late for lecture today! CAD test after that , don't really know how to draw that isomestric drawing kinda of tough but still can pass though. tmr presentation then home sweet home.

darks cloud , thunders & lightning . raining soon.

2005-03-06T15:34:00.000+08:00

just woke up . been a long time since i last updated , so here i am by the requests of steph, carmen and etc. lols. exams is round the corner , 4 more weeks. good luck to those studying in polys!
take care dudes and dudettes.

2005-02-05T01:16:00.000+08:00

bad day.
sick, down with flu , cough and sore throat.
didnt sit for my CRS test , warning from IDEAS teacher about my attendence, saying that i want to fail the module is it
presentation wasnt any better.
went to the doc , got MC for the day.
sleep the whole day . didnt go for gathering.

well, when bad things happen , it happen in a string awee... thats bad ,argh . but well, caught up with my old primary school best friend-joleen thru msn ,ya.really miss those days in primary school, where we were so playful , always happy and naive unlike now ......

-gonna drink more water , cant afford to fall sick . its going to be CNY soon .

2005-01-31T23:54:00.000+08:00

woohoo ! got my new template done. meddling it for quite long and finally , its nice.
didnt complete the full time table for today again! its alwayss monday and i dont know why ! gotta complete my project - melodybox soon , deadline is 4/5 weeks from now . didnt even drill a single shit hole yet while my mates are completin . went to tpy and met boon , play c&c zero hour for like 2 hours then headed home . boon was supposed to meet me for soccer but well , ' i flew to holland' . in the end , i went there alone .

argh, tomorrow gonna hand in my IDEA drawing -beehive playground *laughing*. have not finish drawing yet . gonna take the midnight train againn....

p.s - evelynn , i've return the discs to the library already. dropped it in the cd drop.
p.s - steph , cheer up man!

2005-01-29T15:49:00.000+08:00

yesterday was fun ! went to rach's with boon around in the evening and headed to town .WE WAITED FOR BUS 132 FOR LIKE AN HOUR . thats annoying. went town , met carmen,kenji,jonas,jolin,jared,darren and dr. went old changi airport road for dinner. 2 mutton soup, 1 pig stomach soup , 5 sugar cane , 2 porridge and 3 bowl of 'aboling' were what we guys ate there. darren went off first cause he going to CLUB .
so the rest of us went changi . wanted to go to OCH , but the girls dont want to . especially carmen. so headed down to changi village to see trans. they looked like real women! ahah. so one freaking pretty. but well after all they are still trans. 'wah , ni heng cute lehs, got 'tail' somemore' thats what they said to kenji. LOL.
went 'catching monkeys' in deserted, dark places suchas carparks. didnt manage to. oh ! eve called me yesterday and said we owe the library 700+ , hope SP not gonna make us pay that amt man.

sent the girls home , then we guys went bishan and ate roti-prata . talk cock . 'lehpak' there , talked about pri and sec school life. and, the story of kenji , opening and closing of van's door.
what a great day man!

2005-01-24T05:43:00.000+08:00

hmm, SAF trained fist. anyone heard before ?

hmm........

2005-01-21T22:01:00.000+08:00

oh ya , know u guys gonna say i'm lame.

lameeeee~

2005-01-21T21:48:00.000+08:00

suunteccc - mum's birthday today . went suntecc, got me two jeans from levis - jersey from adidas and nearly a nike shoes that cost 100+ , arghh! dad drop me at parco bugis .met my friend, lunched at some shophouse that sells nasi lemak . it taste great . went on our own way after lunch .

came home , 1st things on my com and started playing game. oh ya , i'm becoming a computer freak man ! gonna start studying already. yeah , study weiisiang! haha . well , rest of ah bakk going chinatown and i'm still at home . lol . mayb will go out later . prob meeting my poly friends or who ever that is free. haha .

trademark smiley (=>) . lol

2005-01-21T20:45:00.000+08:00

happy birthdayy mom!

2005-01-20T01:12:00.000+08:00

have been quite STRESS for the past few days. projects,projects and still projects, loads of it . mom birthday round the corner , gonna get her something . mayb something from swaroski or mayb something cheaper? anyway its the thought that count ! today AUTO CADD test seems quite alright to me , able to do it. huimin,basith,kevin&melvin -four of you ought to thanks mee mans. lols. oh yaa, was 20 mins late for school . bleahsss.

i'm extremely happy today! yippess

2005-01-16T01:20:00.000+08:00

nyp really sucks. stupid school with stupid security guards. got stop at the entrance by a malay security guard , ask us ( boon,kenji & me ) for our admin cards . i gave ' AW WEI LEONG ' admin card, kenji gave 'SOON WEI KUN' one and boon gave his. And i don't know how the hell i'm able to pose as that guy cause my face look totally different from his! poor kenji didnt manage to , the security bombarded him with question -"show me your IC" , "the photo doesn't look like you" and "I CAN CHARGED YOU FOR CHEATING" . lluckily the taxi driver helped us said smth to the guard but we dont understand as its in malay , in the end we still managed to get in . bullshit!

soccer was bad , no teamwork , no attack , no defence but full of confidence . OVER CONFIDENCE! thats bad. first time i'm playing in a competition and lost our first match. wasnt a good day for us . went bishan to play streetsoccer , got 'burned' by the sorching sun. and my nose is as red as reindeer's ones. haha . well, feeling quite tired . another week gonna start soon , gonna start planning......

2005-01-13T17:43:00.000+08:00

murderer game during lunch time!

2005-01-13T01:57:00.000+08:00

your words are gold, so i took the effort to listen .

goodnight .

2005-01-12T02:03:00.000+08:00

wow . finally finish editing my blogskin . pheww, quite strenuous. hmmm gonna sleep soon i guess. so guys do drop me some tags and comment about my new skin . cya guys soon .

_ good night.

2005-01-12T01:10:00.000+08:00

spongebob by jix.

2005-01-11T21:57:00.000+08:00

actually today been quite a good day for me . but , something happen and had myself to blame . fuck myself . well , i'll still be leading my life good , well and alone .
everything will leave it to fate. outcome will show everything :)

2005-01-10T23:48:00.000+08:00

jix feeling much better than yesterday but only for her tear gland to swell,poor her. get to meet her , finally during week days , for the first time in year 2005 . she came by bishan , had lunch at food junction. we were like arguing over whether if s'pore will be hit by tsunami or earthquake if sumatra is not in the way. she said that earthquake but i said tsunami so whose right and whose wrong? the argument goes on till 3 plus when we are about to leave the food court.
i'm sorry jix , for many things. for what i've said today, i meant it , i really do . no distraction will come in between again.

tom another long day , gonna wake up at 6 . sch starting at 8 and ending at 5 . bored.
cya guys soon . take care.

2005-01-10T01:31:00.000+08:00

mom and dad great. got my sis and i a new com and me a mp3 - zen mirco. but well , i gotten pay my mom for the mp3 , gonna deduct from my allowance every week ! white out of stock so i took the black one . new year 2005 have been quite a good year but well except to certain things.
can sleep late tonight . tom lesson starting at 130pm , can laze on my bed longer though. hmmm still playing with my new mp3 now. its like so cool! haa.

well isnt much things to blog today. hope my new week tom will be fun !
oh ya, this is to you jix. -don't sleep so late every night just cause u want to finish ur work . please don't 'overload' your self with school work . theres time to do ur work but theres time to rest too. please do take extra care of ur sore eyes. rest well . hope it will be better tom .
i really do care.

goodnight pals outta there.

2005-01-06T14:27:00.000+08:00

new year./ no resolutions. cause i've been making resolutions for the past two years and it didnt help. made a promise with boon last year but well only he kept that promise .

still alive and kicking . everythings gonna be fine , i guess so . gonna attend my maths and peee lectures and tutorials already. both lecturers warned me already. gonna catch up those topic that i've missed last sem . gonna be a tough year for me!
didnt went to school todayy againn. well, tired- overslept,thats why .

playing soccer on sat @ 9am . amk ? i guess so . going to shop for a com then going to do some charity for those tsunami victims with boon &co. well , guess that how i'm going to spent the rest of my week.

don't really feel good for the past few days till now. feeling empty inside me . alone again. but thats life . isnt it .

2004-12-24T02:59:00.000+08:00

christmas round the corner. didnt really get gifts for u guys outta there,cause i'm like kinda of broke. mayb going out later in the morning or early afternoon , prolly meet jared , carr , tim and mayb yan.
she've been quite busy with her stuff lately. real busy i mean.
last week and past few days were terrible ,horrible.

last friday, 'food poisoning' virus caught me. woke up in the middle of the night and vomit. vomited all those black pepper steak i ate for dinner, what a waste man! went school in the morning but was feeling abit weak , took the train down to tpy to meet jix. felt nauseous half way thru the journey to raffles place. got off at somerset , and i rushed to the toilet . got diarrhoea then vomited again. jix late for her camp so she go ahead first. took a cab home and to the doc.

stay home on fri , sat . signed a new m1 plan and bought a new phone N6260 on sun . went to meet jix ard 12 am , something freaky happen .

monday,tuesday,wednesday&thursday, as usual went school . oh ya , attend my GEMS for the first time ,was quite fun. got to know quite a no. of new friends. a friend who got a runner for soccer bettin too. =) but well , not gonna bet anymore. so ..

well everyone . MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE

catcha up with u guys soon. cya.

2004-12-15T11:03:00.000+08:00

in school now , having CADD lesson in e computer lab. quite boring but at the same time fun , cause i'm able to use the com freely. just changed my blogskinn, so everyone how was it ?! oh ya soccer @ yishun in e evening time, *

*opps , teacher staring at me . better log off blogger soon. take care guys! catcha up with you all later.
oh , pretty princess guess you're still sleeping. go have ur lunch soon alright , its 1110am already.
-'shilin' treat delivering to your house later.
missing you .

2004-12-11T03:08:00.000+08:00

finally got the chance to blog. com freaking slow for the past few weeks but now it seems like its working fine.
well , first of all , i'm not gainin sympathy to touch the girl heart by blogging. i've not been updating my blog cause of my slow com . so please , pretty you stop doubting me alright.

went to watch 'shutter' alone at junction8. YES, and i did say alone. cool isn't it ?! show wasn't that scary , but somehow got scared by some of e sound effect . but well overall , 4/10.

not in the best of mood today. dunno what the hell gotten over me . well, com'on weisiang wake up!

went down town to meet jix,tim,jarr&carr. jolin,eve,rach,darr,paul,hongwee join us later.oh , ray too. as usual we guys went orchard emerald's arcade. saw my polemates,yunsi, she's waiting outside e arcade for her friend poor her.

raining heavily , e girls bought three umbrella from HMV for 10.95 each . rich girls huh ? got over to emerald, cross the road and headed home.jolin,jix&me got off at tpy. took a cab home.

neither a good day for me nor for her. isnt it ?

goodnight

2004-11-12T01:28:00.000+08:00
went clubbing with jix,eve,rach,john,carr,boon,darren,ray,hong wee,paul. meet chris,giap.kenji,jill&co. chris,eve,jix&i went up first. then went down and wait for boon&co to pass them e ic(s).well,what can i say. got rather pissed off after i went up(guys,don't be mistaken that i got pissed off cause i've got to wait for u all,don't misunderstand ). went to aside for awhile before i went back . oh, beside jix, john can dance well too! really well. :)
oh ya, almost got trouble with one of e 'clubbers' . don't know whether did he accidentally or purposely banged onto jix, i just pushed him away. then he wanted to 'chiong' me LOL but his friend pulled him back. well,i dunno why i got e intention nor e courage to pushed him.hmmm....
went down to e nearby mac ,got a drink and sat down&rest.went to ray's house ard 5plus6 ine morning. made myself home there. sleep,sleep,eat,sleep.sleep. till 10plus b4 goin home.acc jix&rach to chris house to take their belonging .
reached home ard 1230,screwed by my dad!
i hate touchy!/b>

@0200

2004-10-27T22:28:00.000+08:00

screwup his paper//he is a fool.

@1030

2004-10-27T01:32:00.000+08:00
xiang came my house today ,help me with my reflection . had dinner together with my family. snooker zone for awhile . sent her home then home sugar home.

@0030

2004-10-24T03:10:00.000+08:00
i'm contended with e life i'm leading
but e real me has yet to appear.

@3.10am

2004-10-23T01:09:00.000+08:00
well,today lab test was great!dont understand a single shit . got stuck once i got e paper . but well ,basith was sitting beside me so i took a little peep at his work and my program managed to run and debug !
-if my this lab test can get 80 and above , i'm sure for this module,structure programming,i can score an 'A'.

test lasted for 1hour,from 11am-12pm.took e train down to dhoby
ghaut-basith,izzat,yuen long were with me.basith and i alighted at outram,izzat and yuen long at pasir ris.its gonna be a long longgg ride for them :) bid basith goodbye as hes going boonkeng while i alighted at dhoby.went to arcade and play virtual striker and capcom.ppl out there, u may think i'm childish but i'm so bored that i cant think of other things to do when i'm alone! took 167 to far east and change to 105. home sweet home @ 3plus4.

came online since i reach home,download quite a number of songs.*brian mcfadden-real to me *joss stone-you had me *vanessa carlton-white house .... these song are quite nice. exams round e corner,i've to work hard. //ppl,i've got aim! -structure programming 'A' , Principle EEE 'A' , EMaths 'B' and DigitalE 'C'. //
jix was supposed to leave school at 4pm ,but she needa do her pw. gave her calls time and time again,hope she would not feel that i'm irritating. hmmm , we talked over e phone for awhile.she sound damn stressed! they screw up e written report ,got to bind and unbind again and again,worst of all e diskette caught virus and poor her have to re-do/edit everything. jix , iknow u're doing ur part as a leader,responsible and hardworking u are. u're e 'man'.

fell asleep unknowingly while waiting for her call. woke up ard 7plus8. she called and said shes on her way out,she damn hyper-active when it comes to FRIDAY gathering. had my dinner,dressed up,waxed my hair and headed out but i'm too late. they're on their way to have katong laksa so i went j8,and yes j8 again! went home ard 9plus10 cause i'm sick of j8 !
brrr~ , feeling quite cold now. its raining. so ppl out there do take care k.

*beep beep* *beep beep*
1 message receive
"ok. no prob. :)l8r den i'll call ya or whatever.so home now?what ya doing.go n study!"

jixx-did u jus ask me to go study on a FRIDAY night!?haha. but well,i will. :)

@1.15am

2004-10-22T01:11:00.000+08:00
got up at 7.30am.we didnt hang up b4 we went to sleep,woke up and my cordless phone batt was running low . thought she will be in school by then , but she still sleeping! guess shes real tired ,rushed her pw powerpoint till 4plus5.got back to bed and continue to sleep till 10.45am. woke up by my mum call,scolding me like hell.rushed to school and phew~ just in time for class or should i say i'm early . cause e lecturer is no where to be seen when i reached. went playing lan games in a shopping complex at west coast with my classmates//they didnt know i'm pro in all those lan gaming.hhaha.went down j8,waited for jix for 3hours plus.she said shes ending school @3pm but she didnt tell me that she gotten stay back for some pw meeting . well,guess she busy till she forget.i don't blame her. :)

she came down ard 5pm.got no idea where to go so we 'roamed' around j8,bought and ate e Shilin XXL chicken for late lunch .rach&boon joined us later.went betty house , played with her sis's baby-wendy.had a great time in her house,derrick came later.chat ,eat ,watch tv.

lazyto type.

@12.40am

2004-10-21T05:33:00.000+08:00
//truth really hurts.

what people see from outside is just a cover,
what matter most is inside.
no others know what inside except ourselve,not even those closest to you .

if i've changed and no one believe its alirght,
cause deep down inside me i know i've.

goodnight//

2004-10-21T03:34:00.000+08:00
i'm getting more and more forgetful.can't really remember what i did for e past few days,hmmm....

real tired,feeling lethargic.well,d.e lecture again ,boring.went for my p.e.e.e lab test at 11. fixing e circuit ,measuring voltage¤t,creating triangular wave form with an oscilloscope were such a simple task for me.did quite well for that test,95. :)
but well guess i can only do well in this module,scrap thru for maths,flunk for d.e,maybe? went down tpy , got jix her lucnh.we sat at e poolside and had our fish'n'chips&porridge,chit-chat for awhile b4 meeting boon&co. at amk Kpool.race to5 with boon,lost to him 5-4.well i'm lousy, gotto admit. -monday

Mr Wang been sarcastic towards me.
*Mr Wang : so how ? weisiang can you make it?
me : huh,think can scrap through la...
Mr Wang : really ah , hope so loh ....
me : ya la!! ya la!!*

i'm going to prove to him.i'm going to pass my d.e man.went clementi for lunch with my classamates-daniel,kevin,louis,melvin,yewchee,elis&huimin.ate at some kind of jap rest. food there were nice and cheap,good recommendation from yewchee. thanks. :) all of us decided to skip maths lecture only for elis and huimin. headed down to cine,bought e movies tickets-ouija board. still got 1hour to spare after we got e ticks so we went up to L8 -Kpool and play a few games . whoah,e movie great,i guess so.sound effect was real good and scary,scary till yewwchee was busy covering his ears with his hand and eyes with e other. got fed-up when i saw one of e guy infront of me acting so sissy . can't stand him ! hmmm,sitting behind us were a row of pretty girls around or 1 year younger than u . after e ,they were like staring at us , or should i say me ? who cares. (i'm sure u will start to kp me.haha)
got a call from boon.omg Kpool again ! went up e second time , rach , val and two of their classmates were there too.cause of meeting them , i ps her . she sound pissed off , nono i'm sure shes pissed off . sorry . race with boon again,this time to 3. well wasnt in e mood , lost to him 3-1. went home after that . accompanied my mum to NTUC ,waited inside e car till i fell asleep. got back home gave her a call but she wasnt in e mood.so ....
(i've sin today . i cheated my way from dover to clementi,clementi to somerset,then to bishan. i'm not gonna do that again.) -tuesday

2004-10-16T05:35:00.000+08:00
friday :
jix came down to sp in e afternoon . went to e library to get some of her research datas . guess it has been a long time since anyone has touchd those articles on optometry.-phew,it was so damn dusty. cause of that you fell sick ? quite a fruitful trip for u huh ? oh ya , eve was with us too . she has been complainin since i met her. "walk slower lehs,my feet hurts." - "are you all ready , make it fast , i'm so bored" . went town aft that. eve wantd to buy a new top so we accompanied her to topshop . carr,jared and rach came along later . know what ? jix and e salesgirls were wearing e same top , hmmm jix you can try going for an interview at top shop haha. went scotts for dinner and wow , e thai green curry was real nice! went on to far east. e gals took neo prints. n aft tt, we took a slow walk paragon n rested our butts at starbucks fer free. no drinks. nth. saw e guys outide california fitness. e guys left, evee left with carr n jarr. we took a long time to decide where to head next, was left with just boon rach jix n i. boon suggested Rouge, n so we went.

e ambience dere was simply great, val n yiying(?) came along-rach frens. we had a great time. e gal in white was simply great in dancing, n so was i. haha, nah, jix was like e best. haha. (:
took a cab dwn to geylang fer supper. jix dad called n screwed her. haha. n we left first. leaving rach with nowhere to go fer the night. she finally put up at cars place. thats all fer the day.

2004-10-15T15:50:00.000+08:00
friendship//

2004-10-15T15:24:00.000+08:00
fcuk my life man . its getting boring . don't have any mood to study and e best thing is - exams round e corner...
meet her almost everyday , she didnt even have any freaking bit of feeling .
i dont blame her . i understand .

don't know why i'm freaking serious this time . mayb i've grow up ?

today:
didnt went for my lab lesson in e morning . feelin "moodless".
went to school ard 1 plus for my digital electronic lab test - cant really do it . ,but think i'm able to pass.
in SALC now , dunno why today is damn crowded .
i'm bored!!!

regrets//cherish.
i'm a fool .

2004-10-13T10:31:00.000+08:00

in school now,using free access. my bloody com finally crashed yesterday.damn it , i feel so bored and uneasy without my com .
gonna have lecture&tutorial till 3 today.
going somewhere aft that.
yesterday :
didnt go school , lazy to get off my bed . slept till 11 plus .
went down to tpy , chiam clinic to see doc. damn crowded man ,waited from 4till5plus .
went home aft that b4 meeting jix .
headed to town to meet boon,rach,ray and timm. went magic wok for dinner and yes its my first time there jix!
ps our next stop . didnt know that she can play street fighter or daytona so well man ~ (hows your hand , getting better?)
there goes e turquoise hairband . :(
all went home aft that but i went to e poolside below her house for a rather 'short" chat . haha. went to buy supper(i'm offically broke). eat while we talk .
she sure can eat alot man !
talk about lotsa of things .and yes i got scare when ur phone vibrated. but that doesnt prove that i['m not a man !
i'll remember e 1o bucks. haha .

friendship is important//

will i ever get e chance to be her bf ?//waiting and still waiting

2004-10-12T01:10:00.000+08:00
didnt know that i got a CAD project 1 lab test today. but anyway i'm able to do it . reach school ard 8.15 , 20mins late for my DE lecture.fell asleep while listening to e lecturer,sound like a lullaby to me .haha. went for e lab test . left school at 11 plus.took e train down to kovan, then bus 81 to srjc. met jix and went tpy entertainment to have lunch . ate sakae sushi ,rach&boon join us later on.
jix not feeling real good.rach went off for awhile to meet her mum ,left boon,jix&me.we decided to watch movie.went down to suntec and bought 4 tixs @ 13 bucks.worth it ?! attrative one is a lame arse show . ppl , don't waste your money. fountain of wealth is aplace with nice ambience.delicated a song to jix,but well they cant find e song. but at least , they read e message i wrote for her .if you didnt heard what the dj say , i'm going to repeat it again . "trust me , i've changed".
took e train to tpy then bus to bishan .
home sweet home.
have been taking quite a no. of free mrt rides these few days. -i didnt mean to , but i'm broke :)

u meant alot to me , iand i mean alot.
friendship now , relationship later ?(hope so )

sugar honey sweetest dreams to you and me .

2004-10-12T00:32:00.000+08:00
saturday :
woke up at 6.30 am . had only 2 hours or e most 3 hours of sleep.
took a cab with boon ,down to amk then to yio chu kang NYP.
had some sort of NYP Eng. 7-aside tourament. though i'm not from nyp , but i managed to creep in , posed as one and took part.
qualifer matches were easy , won 3-0 then 4-0 respectively . score a free kick , 1-on-1 and a absolute stupid goal!
eventually our winning streak eneded in e group stage . lost and got kick out .
jix and rach went to watch e match . went j8 to eat then went home and changed b4 coming out again . got two "bodyguards escorting" me home.haha.
went marina , had dinner at Han's . watched -Exorcist , the beginning (waste of money!)
went slacking for awhile aft movie.
headed home in a cab with jix.
sunday :
met jix at tpy , headed to woodlands library to study .
study for hours at e library,went to e food court at causeway point for dinner . ate alot of things. (western food , nuggets , rice with pepper deer meat and a can of apple tea)both of our stomach were bloated.
went back to tpy ,thinking to continue studying near her house . butt all those comfortable area had been taken up . in e end , went up to e multi-carpark and chat .
knew lots of things. hmm i'm a person to keep secrets but not share with others right.
went home ard 10plus11. gave her a wake up call at 100 , so that she can study . but well , as usual shes tired -went back to sleep .
i live for myself and you - and i mean it .
you're on my mind everyday,everytime,everywhere.....

long long time .

2004-10-11T00:45:00.000+08:00

friday :
my best friend in poly called and toldme lesson is cancel.well i trust him as his my best of friend in poly.
in e end , as usual lesson on . i & him were e only absentees. what a greatt friend!
went to meet jix , rach & boon at plaza sing. for breakfast .
ate at BK ,chat with rach and boon while jix "mugged" for her econs.
rach & boon went off first .left i and jix.
we left ard 1.30pm ,accompanied her to school .while waiting for her paper to end , i went walking ard PS . went back to sr at about 4pm . waited till like 5pm then shes out of e school.
sent her home and i went back to mine .
met boon & rach at bishan's ksl ,headed to town as usual.
e girls went shopping ,while e guys went playing cs. (a long time since we play cs together !) e girls came later on .
jolin,carr,eve went home first , e rest of us(rach,jix,boon,ray,darren,jonas,paul and me) ,went to catch e movie - white chicks ,except ray/
went K-pool for a few games b4 e movie.
whoah , white chicks a nice and hilarous show ! i dont mind watching it again and again .its worth $8.50 ! ( "your mum is so old that milk in her breast becomes powder") haha.
went home with boon in a cab , while rach and jix in another.
goodnight.

busy

2004-10-06T10:35:00.000+08:00

recently got no time for blogging .have been mugging all e while. mid-session exam in 2-weeks time ,gonna work real hard .
in school now ,got like a 2-hr break .so came online and blog .
went out with jix for e pass few days ...
it have been a month since everything happen .she's still not e old jix yet ,guess she needs time.//4th oct-woke up late , but still in time for lecture .aft school ,went kovan to meet jix .headed down to tpy for lunch and went to e pool side below her house for a short chat .reached home ard 7pm ,went playing soccer with matt , boon & co. called her and accompanied her till like 3 plus 4am .
i miss her!

friends

2004-10-03T12:49:00.000+08:00
yesterday :

had my structure programming lab test ,quite a tough one .but well given my level of intelligent ,is actually quite easy .(all thanks to you ,cause you wish me good luck!).went to ps aft the test . ALONE. walk around here and there ,then weent to e arcade .no choice but have to hang ard there ,cause i'm meeting her at 345 in kovaan mrt station.
went taka's kino to look for her lit guide book . went window shopping ,saw lotso of nice jackets !! thing i'm getting one for myself but dunno which one suits me . ate lunch at yoshi . i got her a hairband , its nice ! all thanks to both of our 'yan guang' .went far east bk to meet e rest but i went off shortly after that . gotta rush down to pasir ris for my class bbq .when i reach there , they were like saying "wah ,so EARLY huh". hahahaha .called and talked to her during bbq . was missing her thats why .went home ard 12 plus and reached about 1 plus .talked on e phone with her till we both fell asleep .....

today :
woke up and looked for my hp .was hoping to see a msg from her but well she hasnt been msging me that much like last time .
called her ard 1 plus ,she said she's going to study so she ask me along too .cant think of any place to study till she called eve.
meeting me in bishan mrt station . i waited her from 3.00pm - 3.45pm . 45 mins!!!aft meeting her we headed to woodlands .had fish'n'chips ,nuggets & Ban mian for late lunch .
went to e library to study .dianel came to meet us at ard 8.30pm
had dinner at mos.
reach home ard 10.15pm.
got a cock stuck in my mouth when she said i'm also not her bf why should she listen to me aft i ask her not to peel her lips.
i've got a feeling shes getting tired of all this . hoped my feeling is wrong .
-praying-(no use praying ,its true)
missing her.

2004-10-01T01:02:00.000+08:00

study mood ,dam hardworking today .attend every lesson except for character development -got presntation for that but .. "chup siao" , had done my part alr.
went tpy to study with eve and her .waited for about 20mins for eve cause she dunno how to go tpy library!! -joke of e day. haha .done quite alot of my tutorial ,quite fruitful huh ?!
went watching movie with ray,wb,darren,hong wee and jonas. watched Resident Evil the apocalypse . nice show!
went to meet have dinner with them at wisma.aft that went down to tpy to meet her and study.
send her home aft tt , reached home around 11pm.
another day have past ......
Good luck for your promos!!
_miss you.

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2004-09-29T15:45:00.000+08:00
last night :
it was'nt a meet e parents session ,just went there for a simply dinner.
had chicken rice at her house.(thanks aunty lilian) :)
half-way throught eating by e poolside ,her mum came down with lanterns and mooncakes.
chit-chat with her mum and help her to light up lantern while she down there eating ,jinie and mind rui came later so did aunty maureen(did i spelt it correctly?)
all of them were friendly !! extremely friendly. aunty lilian didnt want aunty maureen to mistaken me for darren . so.. "different people different people.."(in chinese) . it was quite funny and awkward but i appericate it. thanks aunty lilian!
ate mooncakes ,bananans etc ... aunty maureen was like asking her where is her bf .she paused and used her fingers to express it .she feel sad aft that ,but she didnt showed out as not to damp e atmosphere .
talk for about 30mins or so ,we had to go . got to meet dr they all in bishan . b4 i go aunty maureen ask me whats my name again . after i told her . - "nice name" she replied. :)
enjoyed myself there .took a cab down to bishan park . due to e lack of information of where they are . i and her have to walk ,walk ,walk and walked ard till finally saw boon,jonas,ch,meng yan,eddy,darren,raph,rach and suprisely qi ming .aft meeting them ,we went to meet dr,ray,jolin,carr,tim,eve.
it was fun when we spitted into e boiling wax which produced flamessss.
she was sittin there ,looking sad .i know e reason.it hurts when i see her like tt and yet i cant do anything.fuck.i'm so useless!!!
they went to eat supper aft that but i went home .i'm worried about her e whole night till she called .she said she felt terrible and yet again i dunno what to do . ended our conversation aft 4 of her good friends called.
waited for her to call me aft that but .... i fell asleep.
todae :
woke up at 7 . reach school at 8.45 .end school at 1.00 .reach home at 2.30 .
as usual ,daydreamed in class .in both lesson !!dunno what is taking over me ?!have been feeling like these for days .kept thinking of her .i want to say i miss her ,i want to see her but she's busy. hope one day , i'll be with her and be her other half -forever and ever.
nothing special happen today .oh ya , someone died in my school again.oh well, none of my business.
rest in peace -
it takes a sec to have a crush on someone
a hour to miss someone
a year to fall in love
but a lifetime to forget.

lat e

2004-09-28T18:55:00.000+08:00

late for school ,supposed to be in sch for 8.00am lesson but i overslept and missed e lesson .
reached school ard 10.35am ,late again for my lesson about 30mins.
after lesson ,went to e SALC(Self-Access Learning Centre) to discuss about my CD project.
meet her in tpy ,again i waited for her .Not that she's late ,its just that i'm early .
had beef noddles for lunch at e food court below e interchange .
i'm now in tpy library ,studying .half-way through ,she went down to study alone .
have been missing her so i went down to find her . she did covered quite alot of topic without me been beside her. guess i'm really disturbing.
maybe going to meet dr they all afterwards to celebrate mid-autumn festival in bishan park ,guess it will be fun !!

u rg h_

2004-09-27T01:27:00.000+08:00
nothing turns out good for me today .went playing soccer with jonas,darren,ray,boon,kenji,wilson,ch,andrew,brandon and meng yan in Sin Ming but it rain half-way thru while we were playing.aft tt we chat and slack under e block before going to have our dinner .had dinner with only darren,jonas and ch at prata king .gossip lotsa of shit aft dinner ,slack till like 10.15pm den headed home .took a bathe and called her .she still thinking about him ,i know she have been thinking and missing him . i try to make her happy ,but i cant .she's still waitin for him like how i'm waiting for her .
during e conversation ,if i'm not wrong she's like hinting me that its impossible for me to be with her .was feeling dam low ,tearing away aft she said :
"why bothered to have so much trouble ,there's 1 or 2 girls who liked you.you can chose them"
"erm i don't think u're serious that u're serious ,guess u're just thinking u're."

told her how i feel and i'm really serious but she didnt say anything after that.guess she's tired so we ended e conversation .

----i can't give up ,even if i can i will not .you mean too much for me .and you may think e word love is too "big" .but i don't think so . i've learnt to cherish only when you left me that day and have been regretting since then .

/i may not be e other one for you
/but will always be there
/waiting ....

_thinking of you.

n ew be gin ning_

2004-09-26T15:44:00.000+08:00
its sunday and i can't believe i'm stayin at home till now !real tired ,slept till 12 plus then got my ass off e bed .recieved a msg frm her when i check my hp .have been slacking at home since then ,she going to have her hair trimmed and aft tt guess we're meeting to study .. Changi Airport? Bishan ? don't know yet .darren called ,and asked me down to Sin Ming for soccer session -guess jonas,ray,boon and all e others r going down .but well ,i'm in a study mood so going to play for awhile then go study !
i'm getting late.......

she's e sweetest creature ever!
_miss you like crazy

tired.

2004-09-26T03:45:00.000+08:00
oh well ,it's late at night and i'm still hogging on e phone with her while i'm blogging .i'm extremely tired todae! walked all e way home from tpy to bishan ,was like a 30-mins to 45-mins walk ?was'nt feeling bored for e first 20-mins cause she called and accompany me .aft ending e conversation ,i was all alone again .took a quick shower when i reach home and gave her a call aft tt... ---- ard 7.15pm went tpy to meet her .actually was supposed to go up her house and look ard but dr was there waitin for us .went to pick rach up in Serangoon and headed to meet carr so as to pass her e wallet .aft tt went town to pick tim up ,everyone was hungry except dr .dr is a nice man ,he drove us to River Valley Road to have chicken rice .tim and dr went playing pool at Pot Black while e rest of us slack in e car . guess rach was tired and she fell asleep .i was talkin to her all e while till dr and tim came back .she still thinkin of e past while we look thru her inbox .she was tearing ,she dunn want to let me see but i knew .anyway dunn feel sad man n good luck for your promos :)

dr and tim ,going movie with jonas,jolin,hong wee n paul .so dr drop us near Orchard MRT and three of us took e train and went home .i and her alight at tpy while rach going to alight at amk so we bid goodbye to her first .went roamin ard tpy central and interchange till like 1 plus 2. ( blueberry flavour yogurt is nice so is de friut and vegetables juice ,don't u agree? :) ) getting real tired.. time to accompany my bed .
_missing you

mixed feeling_

2004-09-25T17:30:00.000+08:00
first time here!everyone ard me is like crazy over blogging...so i decide to blog even though i'm not good with my language .carr say that bloggin can help to improve our english so i shall try it out .There's other reasons why i want to blog....
have been feelin down since i woke up from that nightmare this morning .dreamt about her n him back together again .well i'm not actually sad that they are back together , i'm just sad that she ignored me !and i was like .... well ,.although aft all its jus a dream . i'm still feeling down .i dunno why !! i can't stop thinkin of her....

went playin soccer with boon,peng siew,chin thong n jarrol at e street soccer court near my house in e morning ard 11am .finish playing ard 1 plus 2 , slack uunder e block for awhile then headed straight back home .i call her but she was tired and had a headache , so i put down e phone and let her go back to her sleep. slacking all e while till she called me . most probably meeting her to study later . ----yesterday went newton to have dinner with boon,rach,ray,dr,carr,jaredjonas,eve,jolin and her .aft dinner eve.jonas, and jolin went off. went mt faber with e others .carr was noisy yesterday ,screaming at dr for drivin so slow .haha .then dr was speedin like helll , cutting frm lanes to lanes n drove on e road shoulder as if he owns e expressway . haha! sent rach,ray,carr n jared home .went playin pool with her,boon,dr and his army friend . dr's friend dam pro man,9-ball champs..won boon once and he won me once too.. but i lost to her !! aft pool ,dr drove us to have supper and sent us home .talked to her over phone till 4 plus 5am . talked about lotsa of things. +really enjoy myself yesterdae n was darn happy+
_missing her.